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Mixed Feelings (EP)

by Julia Alsarraf

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1.
Let me out alive, and I will let it go It's been getting harder and harder to breathe, you know Get me out of this; I promise to forget Someday, maybe I won't feel it like the day we met Someday, maybe I won't feel it like a little kid Pull me out of the flames; I need to lay low Someday, maybe I won't feel it burning in my bones Pull me out of the wreckage; let me go now Someday, maybe I won't feel it when you let me down Someday maybe I won't feel it when you're not around You call me up when it's late Is it safe, or should I stay here on my side? I'm around, are you down, or are you playing with my heart? Drag me out of the fire; it's time to slow down It's been getting harder and harder to figure out It's been getting harder and harder just to push it down I pack my bags and run; I need to leave town Something about the way she moves, I always turn around Something about the way she smiles, it always breaks me down You call me up when it's late Is it safe, or should I stay here on my side? I'm around, are you down, or are you playing with my heart? You call me up when it's late Is it safe, or should I stay here on my side? I'm around, are you down, or are you playing with my heart?
2.
Back to Sea 03:01
If you want I’ll take you sailing I’ll show you waters you’ve never seen Don’t be afraid Come away with me I’ll be your sailor You can be my sea A few years gone How the shoreline’s changed The lighthouse burned and I can’t find my way Through the darkness and endless days I’m just a sailor Tossed by the waves The tide’s getting high But I’m just not feeling right In my mind, it is time But I’m just not sure of anything I’m never sure of anything at all I’d push away You’d make a scene Wash all my sorrows in a deep blue-green Waves crash down You’re drowning me Now I’m a sailor Gone back to sea I’m just a sailor Gone back to sea
3.
Hold Me 03:18
Like it or not Well, I guess it was not That's how it goes That's how we know our heart's still alive I've been lost And I guess I've been found I've been around Still, I get down sometimes, and it's hard So darling, just hold me Yes, I know you don't love me That don't mean nothing I just need your loving To get through the night I've been right Yes, I've been fighting Oh, I've been - oh, I've been lying About how I'm feeling most of the time I've been wrong For such a long time I don't know - I don't know why I can't let it die like everyone else So darling, just hold me Yes, I know you don't love me That don't mean nothing I just need your loving To get through the night Darling, just hold me I don't care where you're going That don't mean much I just need your touch To get through the night Darling just hold me
4.
Days run by Slip into the night Tears run dry Am I reading lines or feeding doubts? Are you feeling it out for yourself? ‘Cause you’re reaching out and pulling back And talking it out doesn’t help Feels like I’m getting mixed signals Everywhere I look and everywhere I go It’s like I’m getting mixed signals Tell me something Tell me something else Empty stare Or is there something there? If you dare Am I reading lines or feeding doubts? Are you feeling it out for yourself? ‘Cause you’re reaching out and pulling back And talking it out doesn’t help Feels like I’m getting mixed signals Everywhere I look and everywhere I go It’s like I’m getting mixed signals Tell me something Tell me something else Feels like I’m getting mixed signals Everywhere I look and everywhere I go It’s like I’m getting mixed signals Tell me something Tell me something else
5.
Such a Waste 02:21
Have I been on your mind? Or am I only wasting time? ‘Cause you’re texting on your phone You’re leaving here alone Does she make you happy? Does she make you feel free? Is she cooler than the ocean Deeper than the sea? Oh, it’s such a waste You had such a pretty face But now the fire's turned to ashes Lightning into rain I won’t lie You’re not even my type You turned my hopes right into pain And love into a game Do you want to get to know me? Or is it always just for show? It seems when everything is fine You’re busy all the time Do you think that I don’t get it? Then what do you take me for? ‘Cause you wash me like the laundry Step me like the floor Oh, it’s such a shame You had such a pretty name But now the fire’s turned to ashes Lighting into rain I won’t lie You’re not even my type You turned my hopes right into pain And love into a game You turned my hopes right into pain And love into a game

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released May 16, 2020

Julia Alsarraf: vocals, guitars, bass, keyboard, viola
Mike Dwyer: percussion (tracks 1,2,3,5)
Brian Melick: udu (track 4), additional percussion (track 1)

Tracked, mixed, and mastered by Mike Dwyer at The Bunker Recordings in Catskill, NY. www.thebunkerrecordings.com

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